My Ass is sore!

A quick editorial post about losing weight. As most of you know, I'm 6 ft and 235 lbs, which classifies me as overweight. I've tried expensive diets, cheap diets, physical trainers, and lots of pills. I have even considered (not done) developing a drug problem. It worked for some women I knew. I want to call it an obsession to lose weight but then I hesitate because if I was truely obsessed I would think that i would be thin by now. I'm completely perplexed. I find myself spending time trying to figure out what my hesitation is with the Nike slogan of "just do it" while doin absolutely nothing. I know that I would feel better, I know that the wifey would appreciated it. I have everything to live for, so what's the deal. I think it boils down to the fact that I'm comfortable and nobody wants to leave their comfort zone and that I've failed so many times I have the mindset that I'll try something new until I fail again. I also decided that I dont care about the weight, and that it is only a side effect to me being out of shape. And since I cant tackle losing weight I'll have to tackle getting back into shape. In fact I feel the start of a new addiction. I've been going to the gym regularly for a few weeks ( while this does not deserve a pat on the back, it is a start) and I cant wait for my next opportunity to lessen my time on running three miles. I figure that if I cant lose the weight at least I'll be in better shape to carry it. And who knows.... I bet I shed a few pounds. Oh, and my ass is so sore from racquetball....Just thought you might want to know why I'm walking funny.